Thursday, August 21, 2008
4 daes liaooo , BEE ii MISS EUU D:
dhis few daes sure iish tired plus stress .
even BEE also lyk dhat , nt less dhenx me .
ii understand he iish bz , sho ii always find
thiinqs to do to cover up of killinq time .
waitiinq till dehx dae , fri dhat he would come
find me .
Todae nuer come find me told me dhat ,
erzi hadd alrdy broke up wib her .
see her sho sad , iit also affect till me .
ii hab no mood to study muaiix last paper .
POA , tmr sure dieee .
rite now ii don even wiish to think abt anythinq .
headache keep comiinq to me .
ii really dunno wadd to do .
ii guess really sometimes , ii might be self `iish .
juz wan muaiixself to be happiiex n hurt till
dehx ppl around me , n ii didn't even notice .
dhats wadd ii do to nt qet muaiixself hurt ,
coz ii noe dhat ii would easily qet hurt ,
plus ii cry easily tooo .
sho ii would nt wan any1 to hurt me ....
sometimes ii really wiish dhat we would nt fight ,
we always tell each other dhat nt to make
dhis happen ever agaiinx , but iit did nt .
sometimes ii see as sho hard beiinq a person
who agreed wiib everythiinq but actually ,
in his / her heart iit does nt comes iin dhis wae .
tired tired tired ! yy muz iit be in dhis wae .
BEE ask for qoinq out wiib dem agaiinx ~
1. shld ii juz sae YES n take iit as nth has happen lyk last wk ?
2. agree n qo out plae happily
3. juz qo , coz ii don wan BEE to be angry nor sad .
4. be BEE's gd girl sae no more , watch dehx movie wiib dem ?
may ii noe wadd ii shld ii do rite now ?! ( can any1 tell me ? )
ii dunno whether shld ii be happiiex or sad ?
ii don even noe muaiix feelinq rite now ,
ii hab dehx same thot as nuer ,
feel lyk cryiinq alone .
n now ii don't even noe whether iish BEE hp batt flat
or iish he angry n kup muaiix call .
ii type in msn n he did nt even reply me .
euu always sae euu love me ,
euu always sae we would last ,
euu always sae we would qt engaged n married in dehx end .
rite now rite here , till our situation ,
ii don't even noe whether ii am
dehx one ?
we are always fightiinq for small matters ?
yyy ! ....
ii noe euu sae dhat dhis time round iit would nt be
same as last wk ...
ii believe , but ii juz can't let muaiixself .
ii dunnno yy ii am sho fearful abt euu qoiinq out wiib dem anymore .
yy iish dhis happeniinq to me ?
ii hab sho many qns , n who can ans me all ?
ii dunnno ii dunno ii dunnno ?
coz onli me , muaiixself can solve all dhis ....
no one can help me ~
Labels: who will understand me ?
♥so break my heart for the final time
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Desire nth .