Sunday, August 17, 2008
Another weekend over lerhx D:
Summary of whole weekend :
Saturdae :
at first dhere was ,
FUN , JOY , LAUGHTER .
but iit does nt last dhat lonq after all ...
euu promised me euu will nvr smoke .
ii still rmb , dehx dae euu told me .
ii BELIEVED euu , & euu did iit .
but wadd ii HATE most iish when
always meet up wiib ur " BROS "
euu will ask me to let euu off wiib 1 stick .
ii dunno wadd to do .
1. shld ii juz let euu , act lyk nth happen ?
2. ii juz keep quiet n let euu smoke ?
3. sit aside n wait ?
4. be angry ?
5. or sad ?
6. can any1 tell me dehx ans ?!
( and wad shld ii do ? )
euu said dhat iish juz -> after many daes dhenx hab 1 stick .
yes ii understand , who dhenx come understand muaiix feeling ?
ii really dunno wadd to do ._.
and ii juz ran away , avoid dehx prob .
ii dunno how to face iit .
ii sit outside , 1 person ( at dhat time ii really don feel lyk thinking anythinq )
n ii juz giib a attitude face .
- euu sae me juz a small matter wan to make until lyk dhat .
- do euu really think iish a small prob ? ii don't think sho ...
( ii don wiish dhat dhis would happen agaiinx )
after we went to wait for bus , another prob happen !
- at first we are okae ,
- dhenx ii juz plae wiib euu , ii took ur spec .
- ii said ii help euu to look out for dehx bus .
- ii even told euu opp. dhis iish no bus stop
as iish a 1 wae road .
AND YET EUU SHOW ATTITUDE TO ME ..
( euu reply , " think onli euu noe lyk dhis ii also noe ! " )
ii was lost by dhenx all dhis words came out ...
wadd can ii still do ?
after took cab home , ii hope dhis will nvr happen ever agaiinx .
dhis dae really hurts ...
todae Sundae ,
woke up n plae audi wiib nuer .
BEE do his own thiinqs .
he don really lyk ii find gans , dhats wadd ii
see in his eyes , his wae of tokiinq to me
( whenever ii am in audi wiib a rm " Finding gans ) ....
sho ii stopped .
todae he joke around wiib me .
was sho happiiex , laughter was around me ..
( sometimes ii wiish dhis will continue ) ...
iish sho hard for me to keep muaiix emotions .
ii cry very easily ...
juz lyk whenever BEE niid to qo home .
muaiix tears will drop automatically ...
ii wiish dehx time could stop ,
ii wiish he would stay
ii wiish we were nt staying sho far
ii wiish ii could hug him long enuff
ii wiish ii wish ii wish ,
but all dhis will nvr come true ....
but ii noe smth dhat will always go on n on ...
dhat iish our LOVE will nvr ends .
TO BEE :
ii will love euu forever till eternity ,
no matter how far ,
no matter whr we are ,
ii will always love euu .
euu are muaiix choice , dhat ii wil nvr regret ..
♥so break my heart for the final time
@ 10:41 PM
@ 10:41 PM
Desire nth .